journal entry #83

hey, i feel like shit. you know what, i hav ereally low self esteem right now. i really do. i feel liek i cant do any better than how i am doing now. i feel like i am ioncapable of being good, as in getting all of my wok done and all of that. i think that i am going to tell my dad, but i dont think that he will care much. i think that he will think that i am using it as an excuse. i still feel like shit. i want to cry but i dont feel worth it. i feel like shit. i feel like i dont matter much, that i ma just worthless. i havent felt this for a long time, and i have never felt it for this long, and i dont know why. i feel like what i have to do is not going to make a diffrence and i feel like i cant do it because i suck. i feel like i really do. i feel like shit. i dont care if i am lie,k this or np teither.