journal entry #76

boredome sucks. i am really bored. i am watching law and order and they are trying to figure out why the maid commited suicide. and the police are assholes, like the real ones. they incriminate eveyone, guilty until proven innocent is their policy. yeah, cops suck alot. i want to write poetry but my dad is watching and i would feel weird with my papa reading it. i love the freaking guitar. i want to play it right now. i wan tot be the best, but it will be alot of work. i truly believe i can do it... but i have to work constantly. the best teacher is the one that is always learning, and if i am teaching myself, then i am going to learn alot too. i have to keep on working on it, i have to. man, i miss my guitar right now. it is all tha ti want to do. i feel like doing nothing else, but i dont hav ea choice right now. the mos timportant thing i have to do right now is my schoolwork. if i dont thel life will be miserable for me, especially for summer. i need to grab the day and do something with it. i really do. if i do not, then there will be no time to do anything, becaus emy life will be over. if i dont use what i have on this earth, then i will have nothing. i see it as half full though, the glass? i will do good, i will be the best.