journal entry #80

another shard of the story, i have no clue where i am going with this story yet, so i will connect all of hte loos ends of the story when i get an idea
the spaceship is silently sitting on the horizon, waiting for the wave to come,
the duty of defending earth is not for some,
gross things that have no eyes,
how they kill is a surprise,
noone who has seen one can tell the tale,
all of the survivors always pale,
like they are stuck in a constant state of shock,
white as a new sock,
nobody knows why, nobody will,
they are constantly delusional every second of everyday,
eh i am not into continuing this right now so i might develop part of this later. i had a really good weekend, i did alot of stuff. but the biggest thing i was surprised about was when i started talking to this girl. her name is shelby. just writing the name makes shivers down my spine. she is the only woman that makes me think of wha ti say before i say it.it is crazy. i actually get nervous when i am talking to her, when she is in the same room. i dont know why, but i have a major crush on her. look i dont fall in love, or have little cute crushes. ever. that is not me. she is just so different and so much better, damn i cant stop thinking abotu her. i dont say this stuff ever, i am glad that noone reads this either, including kip. well i got to go. peace out.,