journal entry #27?

hey,sorry,this one is a litle late. yesterday was annoying and a very bad day for me. my computer is now infected with spyware and i cannot use it for fear of it getting infected even worse. i need to buy a program to get rid of the trojans, but my dad doesn't want to. so i am scewed out of a computer and i cannot see why he doesn't want to buy it. he thinks it is just another excuse so i don't have to do my work. he has an assoholic habit of talking to people about me right in front of my face when he knows i can hear him just to try to throw it in my face, and sometimes he asks me, so what do you think?, when he is having a conversation with someone else on the phone and then he hangs up after he badmouths me and complains to everybody about how much of a handful i am and how his wy is right, even though everybody says he is wrong, i just think he is too old to be a dad, especially mine. i really don't think i shold live in the same house with him anymore. i feel like i am starting to turn into my dad and i don't like that. my dad is anal and annoying, he drinks, he blames everything on everyboy else, whenever he does something wrong, hebrings something up in the past that has nothing to do with the situatuion that you did wrong to avert attention away from his mistake, and i think that is why we get in so many fights. that is the main reason i don't like him. he is anal and annoying person to deal with.