journal entry #73

hey guys, another journal entry. i am really bored. and i just banged my knee really hard. so i am in pain and i am bored. i want to get more work done. why do i waste so much time. i have no clue, i wish i knew. i need to stop wasting time. it will end up doing me in. but i have another problem. i do not know what to do with my life. i wish i knew. the best i can do is search for it. i am scared. i dont know if i can accomplish the task ahead of me. but i am hopeful. i am also scared that my hope will be crushed. i remember how bad it is when all of your hopes and dreams come crashing down, and it is bad. so bad, in fact, that i am scared of it. but there is nothing to fear, really. everybody falls down, nobody starts good at realationships. i havve a question: is this entry smaller than normal, the font seems bigger.